Obviously stated I can't sleep. Wish I could, I'm really exhausted. My mind is still far too rampant and I can't slow it down. It doesn't matter if I'm alone in my cold, dark room is here in front of my bright computer listening to Fightstar.

The future is too exciting to stop thinking about yet coming so slowly it makes me want to explode. It's like slowly watching to trains come speeding out of control towards each other on extra slow-mo and you know the crash is coming but it's just taking so damn low that the suspense makes you wanna punch the TV.

Hot tubs and alcohol is a therapeutic and stress reliving activity. If your not familiar with it you should try it.

My search for a career job in the art field continues!